this is bunny formerly called cushies! hello!! i just want to make this journal as an apology to anybody who ever interacted with me during my time on this account, or even seen me interacting on this account. because it was most likely cocky or some sort of pretentious fake comment or reply... or bad grammar... or just childish behavior in general. honestly i was like 11 when i made this account and it messed me up a little, got to my head, i thought that because i had over 800 watchers (that i didnt even deserve) that i was the queen of the internet. im not gonna lie: when i looked through some old comments of my own on this account, i didnt even recognize them as myself. when i read some things i said, i just thought to myself, "wow i would really not like to talk to this person"
i had a lot of temper tantrums, got overly jealous of others, and just was impolite because i found anything anybody ever said to be annoying. i shaped the world of deviantart in my head into this uneven society, where popular deviants were gods and the newbies were peasants.
from the bottom of my heart, i want to apologize for this and say that i have changed. so very much. my actions and things i have said to people are very unlike the person i am today. i'd say i'm a completely different person from who i was six months ago.
i think theres a point in everybody's life, where they might change from one person to a completely different one. it might be something significant that happens to them, or they change their view, or just appreciate everything a little more.
nobody asked me to do this, nothing recent has gotten to me or anything.. i just was looking at my old profile and wish i hadnt.
i'm absolutely sorry about this cushies character. cushies is dead. janie lives on.